I’ve been a mother now for fifteen years and a few months and a mother of two for nearly ten years.
Reading that sentence back is still incredible for me. There is so much focus and attention on the early years but it’s like once those tearful, toddler tantrums are done time speeds up. Their growth is lost in a sea of spellings, a clean P.E kit, a lost P.E kit, birthday parties, school terms, Christmases, summer holidays, trips for school shoes, uniforms. Then suddenly your children are having grown up conversations with you. Your youngest is correcting your grammar or telling you what the meaning of a word is. Your eldest is explaining something scientific that goes straight over your head. And it feels like its’s always been this way.
Yet fifteen years ago I thought time had stood still. I was there, in my lounge - I spent a lot of time in the lounge back then - feeding my son for, what felt like, the twentieth time that day, and I thought I was the worst mother in the world. Because I hated it….Read More
When I’m filming my weekly vlog I try to capture all the sides of my writing week. The ups and downs. But sometimes the week feels like it has too many downs and this makes me a little uncomfortable…Read More
Well, I've made it. Today is the last day of August. Tomorrow it will be September and I can breathe a sigh of relief. Oh the relief.
The countdown to September started last week when the night time temperatures dropped. This, in turn, dropped my shoulders down a notch because it meant the amount of flies hovering around substantially decreased. Good news especially as we're on the last fly swat and even that is beginning to look a little shredded…Read More
The dry summer has revealed different perspectives from above in the crop fields. And has me thinking about the future.Read More
Summer is my least favourite season of the year. However, I’m determined, this year, to focus on the positives of the season.Read More
Over the past five years we’ve used bank holidays to work hard on our outdoor space. This weekend, however, we’ve slowed down a lot and appreciated the hard work our past selves have put in.Read More
Our move to the countryside was incredibly challenging. Skills we’ve never needed before had to be learned - and quickly. Identifying trees, chopping wood, mowing the lawn, making a fire - all things I’d never thought about doing before are now are part of our every day country life.Read More
My chickens and ducks are stressing me out, I wrote in one of the Facebook groups I belong to a few days ago. My slow-living life is actually making me anxious. My jaw is constantly clenched, making my teeth sensitive and the pain is going up into my ears.
The end of winter and the beginning of spring always means there's lots to be done. The ducks in particular are filthy creatures. Six of them in one house makes for a lot of mess and a lot of smell and the constant feeling that I'm not keeping on top of it.Read More